Here we go again

Deja vu. Like a nightmare happening all over again. The sick, retching feeling that drives vomitus back in your stomach. The silence that screams in your ears. The blinding darkness that forces your eyes shut. The lifeless room that is just too crowded, with horrors past, with demons forgotten.


A whimpering, simpering fool. Again. A fool that never learns, that still does not understand his place in the world, his purpose in life.


It's not your fault. I never have blamed you. I never will.