Handkerchief anyone?

D and K both agreed that my blog is depressing. Well, when so many things have happened in the past few months, it isn't that easy to smile. But I guess no harm in trying.


About 4 months ago, my cousin's wife passed away. Looking at her young daughter, it made me feel worse. Thinking about still hurts.


Then came the realisation of my career. Thinking about where I want to be in the next 5 years. Guess I've more or less made up my mind about that one.


And last month, my uncle passed away from cancer. He lived a hard life. Shall not go too much into that.

Now, 2 of my close family friends have been diagnosed as having cancer. And nothing much can be done to help them.


And not to mention the roller-coaster ride that is called love. Ups and downs and turn arounds. Still turning myself dizzy.


So, guess all these have a compounding effect. But life goes on.


How hard is it to smile now? Very.


But what the heck. =)